From nothing to everything..

From the day i receive our own house key, i start to plan...

PLAN this n that..
BUY this n that..
DO this n that...

none stop doing even until now...
from nothing to everything in the house...

with Pa 's fully help on renovation , i have this great n lovely house..

the feeling is totally different when u need to cover everything in the house...
from electricity installation, piping, grille, electric good, water supplies n so on....
its really tired but the feeling is great...

at least i can say out loud that...
THIS HOUSE IS FULLY IN-CHARGE BY ME.....
 from a small little corner, to whole house....

Time flies....

 Time flies....

after the tiring 2 months...
everything is over,i mean DONE....
my wedding, my new house ,my new car...
all done in 2 months time...
of coz, im official Mrs Ng ....
having my very own new home sweet home with hubby n v have our 2nd car ...our Mr handsome H...
life seems great so far ...
but the only thing is ...hubby still work at outstation... :(

fingercross for a better life...
n hopefully my good luck is follow me...
wish me luck for a better life~

don't bother me....

 I hate my current situation...
everything seems not in my right way...
everything seems goes wrong...so wrong..!!!!

so many things happen...
so many thing need to be solve n done..
everything din go correctly..

notting pefect from my side..
from family to relation n career...

suddenly i feel myself in the hell..

no one understand me...
no one can solve my problem..
n no one know my feeling..

i dont even have a single minute to peace my mind...
its all shit around me...!!!!


 i just want my own life..
i want to be alone at this moment without anyone call me, text me or even find me...
can i juz walk away..???

i wish i have this courage to do so...

thanks hubby...

 after tonite,
our life will change...
hubby will start his new job tomorrow n he will stay at outstation n will only back to melaka on weekend...
hubby should be leaving tonight n start his new job from his new rent house tomorrow,but he decided to stay one more night here will only leave melaka tomorrow early morning juz because he know im not willing to let him go .. i hate this feeling.. to make me feel better, he decided to be more tired n juz accompany n rush back to his working place tomorrow ...
so sorry dear for making u so tired..
thanks dear...

countdown...

 i start countdown since last week but not dare to let hubby know...
its not about our wedding countdown, but its about hubby start working at outstation countdown..
v will be apart for another 2 nites time...
he will start his new job at outstation n i will still continue my job at melaka...

 this is our 1st time in our 10 years relation...
v need to separate 5 days a week...

im happy for hubby to get a better offer at big company...
but im real sad as v need to be apart .... (i know he feel the same too)
its really hard for us to accept this as v already used to it be stick together almost everyday for 10 years...

v need to start our new life without each other everyday...
no more every morning, big hug n morning kiss..
no more every night good nite kiss n warm hug from him...

i hate this feeling... but i know..all this is for our better life..
 lets gambateh together , my hubby...

v will meet up every weekend...~

New month -October-

 Its October,another month begin...

no more wake me up on September....

Well,september never treat me good...
Lots of things happen.. n im so damn bz...

hope for a better October although i know October is another hard time for me too...

Gambateh~!!!!
 

one more task done

Our wedding date is getting nearer...


still so much stuff need to be settle..

thank god, one n the most tired task is done...
im glad v finally finish the photoshooting in 5 hours time only in indoor..
hehe...

n now ,v r waiting for final selection of our pre wedding photo...
finger cross..~

homecooked pumpkin soup

pumpkin soup

Ingredients

• 1 red pumpkin (chopped in small block sized pieces)
• 1 onion (chopped very finely)
• 1 tablespoon butter
• 1 pinch of salt
• 1 pinch of pepper
• cream (optional)

Method

1. Add butter in a saucepan and fry the chopped onions. Once onion turns a little translucent add the chopped pumpkin. Let it cook for sometime on slow heat.
2. Then add water and bring the vegetables to a blow. Add salt and pepper to taste.
3. Once the vegetables are cooked let them cool. Grind them in a blender. Reheat in the same saucepan. Add some cream to taste. Serve with hot garlic bread.

taste amazing...

Shealing 's big day

Congrats to Shealing n the hubby....
another suprise couple that jump my Q unexpected..hahaha...
but still very so happy for her..
she find her Mr right n soon going have her little 1...

its her Wedding Dinner n oso our gathering moment...












*looking forward for our next gathering...

The *NG* siblings outing

 Hubby's siblings came to Mlk to visit us..

v din go to any historical place ...but only go for makan n minum...haha
Hubby seldom have those sibling moment, unlike me n my siblings..
so i guess 3 of them must b very enjoy that moment..hehehe


v have our dinner at Thai Mookata at TAMAN MERDEKA PERMAI...



then v continue our journey to Movida for a drink..
n never forget the photo moment.hehe

Last day at mabul Island

 My last day at this amazing Mabul Island....

y am i still posting this as its already passed 1 year...lolx..
1st, bcoz i still yet to finish my post on my last day at mabul island...
2nd , bcoz my friend visit to mabul island last week make me miss this amazing island..
so i decided to recall back this beautiful place...hehehe

wake up early morning on our last day n able to catch up the amazing sunrise from our room window...hehe.. 
this is also 1 of our most amazing day whereby during the low tide, v successfully go out to the middle of the sea for the coral hoping..hehehehe.. 
looking at all the sea gypsy n their kids working at this amazing sea ... 
its a great sunny day...










































































































its time to go back to reality...
wish to go back there again with this amazing island n away from electronic good~